| 来小庆祝一下~~ |
[06 Dec 2006|09:24pm] |
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呵呵,本来应该昨天来更新的~
昨天国三的成绩终于下来了:上机和笔试都过了,而且上机满分!嘿嘿!XD
我知道大部分原因是LUCKY,抽到的题是自己见过且反复作过的!
即使在不停地告戒自己是运气,但还是有些小小的佩服自己~~
完全通过自学C语言,能取得这样的成绩难道不应该小小的骄傲一下吗?
目前为止,自信心开始膨胀,觉得没有什么能难道自己~
要自谦啊!!
刚刚看过SMH的BLOG,
可爱的小孩,
努力的小孩,
上进的小孩,
值得我学习的小孩~
我发现我的人生大部分时间是在与他人比较中度过的
不想这样啊...
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| 期末真是折磨人啊 |
[03 Dec 2006|08:35pm] |
不住校的坏处就是到期末时心理悬得很
不知道同学都复习的怎样
自己会不会落下很多
特别是这学期都没怎么学习
整天翘课
上课笔记做的也不好
以至现在也不知道什么是重点
真是郁闷人啊
PS:希望宏观老师能宽宏大量给我们划题
房地产能划的少点
也希望自己看过的东西都能记住:(
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| I WANT SUNSHINE!!! |
[26 Nov 2006|03:35pm] |
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The weather is gloomy these days,making me depressed without reason.
I'm the sort of person whose mood is changing with the weather.
I've read an article about the depression.
When it's autumn and winter,people began to gain weight and get despondent and sensitive.
Because they're lack of sunshine.
They made an experiment that they let the depressed people stay in a room full of light over an hour everyday.And their depression was gone.
The conclusion is that the best way to get rid of depression is to let yourself exposed to the sunlight over 40minutes everyday.
So I decide to turn all the light on,when it's cloudy and gloomy.
I want to know the results of my NCRE.
It should have come out.
...
Damnit!!!
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| Life is like a boat |
[20 Nov 2006|05:40pm] |
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Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along,
Who's gonna comfort me, and keep me strong?
We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on coming and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you through another day
Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don't give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong
And every time I see your face
The ocean heaves up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon
I can't see the shore
Oh, I can't see the shore
When will I see the shore?
I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I'd feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along,
I will follow you, and keep you strong
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| Wish dreams will come true~ |
[19 Nov 2006|12:55am] |
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I felt released after tow exams of market investigation and investigating theory.
I'll get certification for investigator,which however probably no use for me,
if I can pass the tow exams.
Statistic is not my major.
I signed up these exams because my professor of statistic propagated how useful this qualification was last semester,which sounded so persuasive.
Though it does have some use for looking for a part time job.
Now I'm really anxious about my National Computer Rank Exams result.
It will come out these days.
This semester I've got three targets:
1.get qualification for investigator(The result will come out next semester)
2.pass NCRE.
3.the average score of my final-term exams has to reach over 84.That's really important for me.
A month later,the final-term exams will come...
Xin asks me to shop tomorrow.
I'm not that loving shopping recently.
All the products in store seems not that attractive to me,except food.
Maybe food is the only thing I can afford~
(Cause I have to save money to travel arround Chongqing and Sichuan this winter vocation.
Wy,Zc and I have been planing for the journey for a long time~Save money!)
PS:my English seems to have stepped backwards.
I always can't remember how to spell a word.
Without the assistance of electronic dictionary,I can barely finish a sentence.
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| Death Note~ |
[16 Nov 2006|08:57pm] |
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I watched episode 7 of dead note.
ZC says kira is too selfish,but I don't think so.
Their world is like a battle.
Kira has to kill the one who might threat him in order to survive.
He is protecting himself to realize his blueprint of the perfect world,
which turns out going the opposite way however.
It's pretty sad when I see the smart woman walking to death though.
Cruel...
Kira and L,who is going to die first?
I can't wait to see the end!!!
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| TIRED |
[13 Nov 2006|10:33pm] |
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Mum and Dad had a quarrel today.
My dog kept barking when they're yelling at each other.
I sat there and don't know what to do.
It seems that there is no love between them.
Both of them only consider what the other have done to theirselves,
but never think about what they can do for the other.
(By the way,they're selfless to me!)
So I think their marrige is a failure.
I often hear ZC talking about how great her parents' relationgship is.
I so envy her.
Does true love exist in this world?I doubt about that.
After skipping a few classes of macroeconomics,
I found it really difficult to understand.
So many variables entangle me.-_-'
Feeling tired...
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| Oops! |
[27 Oct 2006|03:18pm] |
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I'm so tired these days.
Busy doing my homework and preparing for the mid-term exams.
It seems that I don't have time to get down to my own business.
Time is running out.
Please don't waste it on things meaningless!
CAD homework is killing me.
I have already spent several nights doing it,but never finish it!Damn it!
It almost drives me insane!!!!
My PC was hit by virus,
which induced my anti-virus software can't be opened.
Maybe I have to restore my PC.
And my PC detected a virus which was trying to steal my QQ number and the secret code today when I was chatting with my friends on QQ.
So I can't use QQ before I delete the virus!
Damn it!!!
Virus is everywhere!!!!
What a world!!!
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| WANDERING! |
[05 Oct 2006|11:19pm] |
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I just talked to Toyahun on QQ.
I get inspired everytime that I talk to her.
Today is Mid-autumn Day and also the National Day.
I thought she had gone home.
Actually she's still at school busy studying.
Compaired with her,I am so ashamed.
What have I been doing these days?
Surfing on the net,watching stupid dumb movies and shopping.
It's wasting my time.
I feel like I'm killing myself.
I cann't go on like that.
English and maths are really important for me.
Although I don't know what my goal is,
these tow subjects are foudation and the premise of all the choices.
No harm learning them well.
I will keep an eye on looking for what's fit for me best while studying~
Tofel~my short-term target!
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[27 Sep 2006|11:14pm] |
It sucks.
I thought I've already forgoten him.
What happened just now reminds me of him.
I really suffered a lot to forget him.
He is the dream that will never come ture.
So please don't make any day dream any more!!!
This is reality,not romantic story.
There is no hope between us!
I felt so lonely ever since I live with my parents.
Friends are getting far away.
And I'm the type of people who are too shy to speak initiatively.
I don't know how to love someone.
My heart has been frozen for years.
I never dare to speak out 'I love u.'
真希望不顾后果的去爱一场
我的MR.RIGHT在哪里呢?
我的桃花运似乎不旺盛
PS:过两天就要带牙套了
就更加不会有男生喜欢
可能我要孤独一辈子了:-(
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| WISH~~ |
[27 Sep 2006|10:28pm] |
Oh,mine!
I was so excited just now.
Cause my professor talked to me initiatively on msn.
He is the only one I've adored among all of my teachers.
He is so unique and special.
In some way handsome in his appearance,humorous in his speech.
He always attracts you in his class.
Oh ! I hope I COULD HAVE A BOYFRIEND JUST LIKE HIM!!!
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| 伤痕累累 |
[23 Aug 2006|03:06pm] |
昨天骑车本以为已经达到如火纯清的阶段
一个不小心 摔了
还挺严重
左手扭伤 右手 右胳膊轴 两只腿膝盖划破
青一块紫一块的
伤口还流水
哎 昨天在楼下见到了一只黑猫
就知道没好事
结果．．．
忒背
开学要以残障人士的身份登场了．．．
伤口还在痛啊;-(
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| 错过 |
[21 Aug 2006|05:07pm] |
刚才浏览了一下同学的BLOG
很无奈啊
本想修一修头发的
又在家度过无聊的一天
又长了2斤...
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| 还有别的办法吗? |
[20 Aug 2006|02:25pm] |
白天 我讨厌太阳 会晒黑我的皮肤
夜晚 我讨厌睡意 让我不能STAY UP很久
我是一个浑身长满刺的小孩
任何和我有关的人都会因为我而受到伤害
(也许太高估自己了)
任何心中有我的人都会受到伤害
我不想这样啊 但又控制不了自己
一味地嫌弃 怨恨 自私下去
我恨我自己
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| 讨厌! |
[13 Aug 2006|11:03am] |
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又长肥了,啊~不要啊~
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| 余秋雨 |
[12 Aug 2006|05:21pm] |
央视面对面栏目这期采访的是余秋雨
目前文坛中颇受争议的文人
当他面对主持人的提问
他所表现出来的是一种坦然的心态
"人生很短暂的,当你去辩解的时候你就浪费了创造的时间"
这是他回答为什么他不去否定那些质疑的声音
他认为他得到了太多的荣誉和赞扬
那些批评随之迩来是必然的
一个人的身体有多么高大,他的身影就有多么长
光明和黑暗是共存的 无法分开
居于争论的中心,却以旁观者的心态对待
这便是大师吧
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| 我的爱车! |
[11 Aug 2006|02:18pm] |
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我的爱车~
很不错吧~
它陪伴了我3年了
还很新呢~
今晚准备在楼下骑一骑
好兴奋哦~
今早吃多了
体重又长了2斤
有够郁闷的!
下个礼拜找个时间去游泳~
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| 烦! |
[10 Aug 2006|08:39pm] |
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情绪处于低谷
压抑 郁闷
可能是在家憋的时间太长了吧
没有朋友可以排解
读着C语言
根本看不进去
纳闷自己闲大了
思考着人生的终极目标
难道我的人生只是这样?
我已经无力抗拒了
好疲惫啊
上海北京似乎去不成了
这个假期是我有生以来最糟糕的假期
对什么都提不起兴趣
找到自己所爱的东西真的好难啊
我在说些什么? 没有逻辑性啊
烦!
我发现蒋中一的数理经济就是数学
从最基本的实数讲起
应该可以帮我复习一下数学
希望这本书能激起我的兴趣
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| 我讨厌自己啊... |
[10 Aug 2006|10:09am] |
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我不喜欢自己
越了解自己越觉得自己没用
蠢蛋一个
无奈啊!
不敢憧憬以后的生活
像我这样的人一定会一事无成的
:-(
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